Saturday & Sunday….
The weekends￼ are busy here. ￼ Saturday morning James had a hike with his Cub Scout Pack and Nate decided to stay home.￼ So I stayed here and did all of our laundry, that I didn’t do last week so I had two weeks worth.￼ Saturday night we had plans to celebrate my friends 40th birthday. It was a kid free night so the boys spent the night at my mother-in-law’s. She had her party at a laser tag place. Everyone had a great time.
I threw away my diet this weekend. I really need to start doing better tomorrow.￼￼￼ I think part of it on Saturday was that my mother-in-law basically told me that I wasn’t even trying. But was sure to point out that my husband lost weight. Told me how much she lost. Then told me “we need to get you on board”. Awesome. So of course I showed her by eating two pieces of cake at the party. Then follow that up today by eating leftover cake and all of the queso during my home Super Bowl party. So needless to say I didn’t track anything for Saturday or Sunday in my fitness pal. Fresh start 73,738,372,837,262?
I think I’m really gonna try to give it a go this week and put in the whole week with trying to track everything and eat a little bit better. I really am sick of feeling like crap every day. Both mentally and physically.￼￼￼￼￼ I’ve got to try to shut out all of the other aspects that caused me to stress eat or bored eat.￼
Days 14 and 15 gratitude: For having good friends that make me laugh and that I want to go out and spend time with.￼￼ For never throwing in the towel no matter how hard I think it gets and how negative everyone around me is.￼
Here’s to a healthy week – let’s see if I can do it. Please help me stay accountable. Check in on me. I need it.